GTA RP NOTES

Notes so far:

First Character: Blazerine 

I dressed in dark clothing. Spoke in a flat, almost mechanical voice.

Most people kept their distance—maybe it was the vibe, maybe something else. Either way, nobody ever seemed too keen on conversation.

I sat around, bored out of my mind. Sometimes, someone would jog past and throw out a “Cheer up!” like it was their sworn duty. 

I guess I must look sad when I’m not doing anything, but really, I’m just existing. Still. Quiet. Not sad. Just... paused. Funny how people assume silence means something’s wrong.

The first person who actually spoke to me? An EMS worker after I got pushed off the pier. I didn't even know how to swim, lol.  I tried not to scare him off... didn’t want to ruin the fragile chance at a normal interaction.

So, I did most of my roleplay through /me commands—kept the words to a minimum, kept the presence muted.

The second person to approach me was some guy at the hospital. People said he was “crazy.” Seemed fitting.

Second Character: Tea Sweet : ) 

I dressed in bright colors—the ones I actually like. This time, I wasn't performing. I was just... me.

The thing is, when I'm not trying to give off a specific impression, my real self slips through. And that means nervous laughter—a lot of it. I do it without thinking, like a reflex. Online and in real life. It gives people the wrong idea. They think I'm always cheerful, always fine. But the truth is, that laugh? It's not happiness. It's just me, bracing for whatever happens next.